Glad to hear this MB. Your years of M were special, I'd hate to see you consider your life for 17 years as a "dark chapter" because you were tied to a "terrible H" due to the pain he's caused and the horrible path he's turned down. I know he has hurt you deeply, and has wounded you for years and years. I think that's true of all M's to some degree. It's not about protecting him from judgment, it's about protecting you. You've lost a future with him, no need to lose the past, and no need to live with resentment in your heart. Doesn't mean you can't learn from it what you want in the future, but this was the most content you've sounded in a while and I'm glad you found some peace tonight. Sweet dreams!
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15
