Nole Girl my heart bleeds for you. I'm sorry that you had to endure the blow of confirmation.
I have my suspicions that my W is in an A but no confirmation.
My IC stresses that I find a silver lining in everything. Everything. Well... .. how in the hell would I (or you) find a silver lining in confirmation of an A? I don't know. If I had to try-
*More motivation to work on yourself for yourself *Explanation for 'unexplainable' behavior *Reason to truly detach
My guess is that he thinks he knows exactly how you're going to act now that you know. It's your opportunity to show him how wrong he is.
Please take care of yourself a little extra for the rest of this week and weekend. Any friends or family you can be around?