Confused 4

[Joe46]

I replied to my W's email. I told her that I may not have communicated things very well with the kids things that they were involved in. I told her we never see her anymore and I have felt abandoned and like she wants nothing to do with us. I told her I am doing things that I want to do with my life. I would love for her to join us, but that is up to her. She emailed me back.


Apparently my W has felt abandoned by me all these years we have been together. So before I was controlling and selfish. Now I abandoned her. I wished she would have said something. I had no idea. We did everything together. Talked by email all day while I was at work. I hugged her when I came home. We talked at dinner. Watched out shows together. Spent countless hours at kids school events. Went shopping together. Worked around the house together. I took care of the housework and kids when she was layed up with kidney pain. Took her to the hospital countless times. Rubbed her back when she hurt. All the little gifts I got her just to say ILY. This is coming from a woman that used to brag to her friends how much I helped and took care of her when she was sick. I am starting to think I just need to be a jerk, than women stick around.

I am also starting to wonder if my W has lost respect for me because of my depression. Which is WAY better since I am taking medication. I have always been on top of it. It sure came in handy when her kids were dealing with it. I could relate to them and be there for them. Now who knows!!