Focused on Me and My Son 2

[Sherman333]

Just journaling and don't have much going on. I saw STBXW last night when I picked up my son & gave her a piece of mail.

My son ran up and gave me a big hug/jumped into my arms. No regard for saying goodbye to her.

Her responses were clipped, woudn't even look me in the eye, took her mail and went back into her apartment. S7 and chatted on the way home about things and hung out last night for a bit.

She's picking him up again today, but has to drop him off by 8:00 p.m. I always get nervous when she has him... anticipating her doing something to disrupt things as I don't trust her.

I am keeping a record of the pick-up & drop off times, including notes on S7's behavior, anything of note, etc.

Best part is for the last couple of nights... I've been able to sleep. So I've been able to get up early and put in time on the elliptical for an hour (1000 calories). I haven't been as religious as I should on this.

When I get home, I'm also planning on maybe putting in time on the bike. We'll see how cold things are and what time I get home, as I have to stop at the store first for a few things.