#45 Partly Sunny

[kat727]

I have just kind of sat on this. She hasn't asked for anything and I decided that I didn't want to have to bite my tongue while talking to her. I already do that enough each day at work.

I had a regional meeting yeaterday and I wondered if it would jump start my enthusiasm, even if temporarily. Nope, nada, didn't feel excited to be there at all. I feel like a dog chasing my tail, I think of something that I might be excited about for a while and then something doesn't click such as not having time or money for more classes that I need to pursue said new idea.

Really, what am I doing? Do most people go through this? I will admit I do have several different interest that take me on totally different paths but I do know, if nothing else, I don't want to keep doing something that doesn't mean anything to me.

kat