It's nice to have dreams and think about what you would like to do...but a fixer upper is not for the faint of heart. You purchase them and you do not have a clue as to what the problems are behind the walls and floors and they can be money pits and take up huge amounts of time. Besides, you didn't have the time, money or energy to continue fixing up the place in Ohio. You want to be in a place whereby it's in good condition w/little or no yard to keep up. Your time is already limited and why put that added burden on yourself.
I agree that it would be in your best interest to move closer to the town you are currently working in. Just think of the friends and neighbors you could have for support who know you from the paper. Even if you don't stay at the paper, the support would be wonderful and it would cut down on the time, gas and mileage of your vehicle. It's time to start looking and planning for the move. Your lease is up October 1 isn't it?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
