Trying to Follow DB & DR (3)

[Miman2]

Thanks again Zelda.

I had to ask my mom to not judge me on how I was feeling and to please not yell at me. That it didn't help and it made me feel guilty for what I was feeling. She seemed to get upset asking what she should do then, I asked her to just validate me and my feelings while trying to give her an example.

She is taking the whole sitch pretty hard. She started crying saying that all these feelings I have are hard on her because "I am her" by extension and since I'm feeling bad she's feeling bad/worse.

I suppose most of my depressed feelings yesterday were brought on primarily by not taking the antidepressants I got after the W left. It's only the second time I've missed a dosage since getting them but I can definitely feel the difference when I don't take them.

I had weird dreams last night involving the W the OC and I. All of us together. The OW and I were "reconnecting" during the dream when the W and OM came in and interrupted.

How long is it until I can sleep through the entire night?? I seem to wake up every 1-2 hours every night. I thought it was just because the cats would wake me up, but it still happened last night. :-/