Reality is my middle name

[123Gwen]

I haven't posted in few weeks. Focusing on job and children. Feeling like I am finally starting to feel like the shock has worn off and with the separation agreement complete I have to learn how to be alone.

i will post more later but good vibes and prayers are appreciated. The anniversary of BD is a few days away. Between BD and end of July I have several milestones so I am trying to prepare myself mentally. Honestly I am a bit scared of falling into a pit of sadness. I mean This is my danger zone but if I can get to the end of July I feel like I will have endured a year of holidays and a ride around the sun.

Thanks for listening and helping me cope.