damn - hows that for timing. my W just called. she talked about schools she is visiting. it was all really good, friendly etc -So why am I shaking? Why do I feel like s**t? Because she sounds fine. She sounds resolute. She sounds like there is no hope for US. She has appeared as the stressed out WW that Sandi described. Now she doesn't sound stressed out at all. She sounds happy and excited. Well it is an exciting prospect, as the conversation went, and we did share that together I suppose, but it is excitement about setting up our separated co-parenting lives. And that kills me. I liked it better when she was stressed and angry. I know that is wrong of me - but it gave me hope, that she was conflicted etc.
I know, marathon not a sprint.
Here is the thing - she is running on emotions right now, so today she is cheerful and happy, and tomorrow or next week she could be stressed.
STOP taking her temperature to figure out what is happening.
Or if you really want to waste time go out and find a river or a stream or ocean and take its temperature every hour and let me know the results, maybe you can determine if their is global warming!
