Devotion To A Dream 3

[Mozza]

I'm very sorry about all that, phunguy. I can relate to feeling broken. I even use that word for myself sometimes, although it's often through tears and telling my self "I won't be broken by this/you" and just fighting it like a soldier on D-Day. Maybe seeing this as a challenge, an opportunity to show your strength could help you. I know it does for me sometimes, as I refuse to be seen as weak or broken.

I went to a session on mediation tonight and the mediator mentioned how some people change through D. Your WW doesn't see it now, none of them do, it takes them months or years. Don't expect her to see it now, nor should you lose hope that she will.

What I'm still curious about is your reaction to the multiple As. Have you accepted them? Would you R despite them? I seem to recall that when she confessed to them, you were under shock and thought that you couldn't be with her. But now you seem to heop that she will see your changes and R. Which one is it? Or both? By the way, I'm not judging either way, just make sure we know where you stand. My WW cheated twice on me and yet I still want to R, despite my better judgement.