Well, I am ashamed right now, because you are totally right and spot on. I have read, that many problems start with the denial of responsibility, that leads to delusion (creating an alternative reality), and that leads to blame shifting. So here we are.
I became self righteous during the last days and lost track of my path. There are plenty of changes I have to do and already started with some. I am applying for full time jobs, take more responsibility for making decisions, try to follow your advice, go to IC for my problems. I do not say this to impress any one, but to remind myself of the fact, that there are plenty of things I have to deal with and CAN deal with.
But the nervous breakdown thing is very challenging for me, because I know how that feels and I do not want to cause stuff like that in anyone.
I will print out your replies and read them again in the upcoming days. Thank you!! I am so glad, that you folks exist. This help means a lot to me.
Me 46 W 45 S16 D14 S10 M 20 yrs in June T22 12/14 sleeping in different rooms 01/07/15 she said she wants a separation 02/26/15 I moved out
