Now that she's gone, I learn that the class is so absorbing that I forget about my situation while I'm there, but the moment it's done I am reminded that I'm heading home to no one. It's not a crushing despair but it is a disappointment that will not be banished.
Hello NP,
You're welcome, I'm happy hearing from me, and the others, helped.
I know exactly what you are feeling. My W walked away 6 months ago and is living 3 1/2 hrs away with her Mom/Stepdad. When I'm at work, I'm okay for the most part. The toughest part? Like you said, "I'm heading home to no one."
Here's a prayer I picked up from the Divorce Support Group I attend. I hope you find it comforting:
Dear God, help! I feel so alone and helpless. Lead me to a support and recovery group where I can build friendships with people who understand what I am going through and where I can learn to put my trust in You. Amen.
Take care of yourself!
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15