Not a whole lot to update. Weekend was ok, I did play softball Friday night and out with some of the team afterwords. Got a nice bruise to prove it!
Saturday I continued with some yard work from the previous weekend (H had asked if he raked the back yard if I would rake the front). I did my part and even some of the back. He did start raking but then decided to fix the sprinklers so I was able to help him with that. I was also able to give him another compliment: "I love that you are so handy and are able to fix things when they are broken" or something along those lines. He didn't respond at all. But I will keep giving them as long as they are sincere.
Sunday I cleaned the kitchen and refrigerator and went grocery shopping so nothing exciting. He did bring up staying up North longer and commented that it pisses me off. I said that it's nice having him here so I don't have to do everything alone. I maybe should have just left it at like having him here...
Had an appt with my IC yesterday, I think at this point it's more of just a place to talk, her only advice is to look for opportunities and plant seeds. I made an appt for a month out, I don't want to stop all together yet, I'm not sure if the other shoe is going to drop or he will put them back on and tie them.
Been subbing long term so have been busy, not used to it and haven't quite figured out how to get everything done, but am maintaining at least keeping the house neat and cooking dinner a few nights a week.
So all in all nothing has really changed...still plugging along!
My friend couldn't run tonight so we are running tomorrow instead....
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
