I am pretty thick skinned and can take whatever you want to say....that includes a 2 x 4 and a bucket of water to wake me up if I am in fantasy land. I understand that working on myself is a win win situation. if it gets my wife back so much the better but if it doesn't ....I'm still ..better. I don't have a bad opinion of myself now. I've dealt with being short(er) than most guys all my life and with some freckles and bad teeth / smile. I developed an attitude after high school that this is me...take me as I am. I have worked out and eaten healthy since high school and been told I don't remotely look like the age I am (44). I also recently underwent oral surgery and currently have braces. . . for the third and final time! I have been going out with friends, working out more than ever, some counseling and a lot of reading and self ......inner inspection. I get that the LAST thing I want to do is take any of the old (meant angry) me...into the next relationship or even worse ....back to the old one if that is what I am lucky enough to have happen. I'm not trying to make it about my Wayward spouse although I will honestly say with as fresh and raw as the divorce is it is kind of all consuming right now. I go through periods when I am a M E S S and when I am ok (right now) and I know time will heal. I'd like her back is all.....
M 44 W 44 Married 2007 T-8 years M-7 years 1 stepson (now age 16) BD October 2014 I moved out Feb 2015 Divorce final ....(4-27-15)
