Hi Toots. You seem to be going through the roller coaster at the moment. From what I have seen this is normal and to be expected. Your trip home for puss would have been hard on you emmtionally even if it did not seem like it at the time. Seeing Hs emails would also be unsettling

On the plus side you now have puss and Toots is becoming an amazing person.

I do believe that most of our WAS will regret their decisions because most of us have grown into people that deserve a partner that wants to be with us and loves us. Toots , I have posted my heart felt thoughts about you on here before and every post I read from you shows what a kind , caring and great person you are.

Toots deserves happiness and she will find it.

Positive thoughts Take care. Rd