Coming Home

[mleigh4]

CALI for me it is the little girl abandoned by her dad talking in my head. Any criticism from H would trigger her. She was not important, not worthy, not good enough. I am happy that I have seen that today as that is something I really need to fix within myself. I know now that I need to be true to who I am, regardless of others opinion. I will also set boundaries with H if any criticism comes out.

KML, at Bday, H voiced how much it bothered him that I don't like getting my hair wet when I swim, among many other things. I do believe if D was to happen, it would be because of these petty issues. Sad thing is, we have a lot in common, he is just so focused on those outdoorsy physical things. Could just be the MLC talking too. He hasn't done one of things that he can't live without since BD.