Cherry, so glad to hear that things are going well AND that you are keeping up on your GALs. Keeping Cherry a bit mysterious can definitely still help you. I'm glad you can talk to your H about your panicky feelings, and you can also go out and have a walk when you feel them. Exercise always works to get my feelings like that under control.
Good to hear from you!
M 46 / H 43 T 24/M 18 S 4 11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY 1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom 1/8/2016 H moved out