So H texted me again this morning asking me to email him my proposal and to move forward with getting the house appraised. I have not responded yet.

The last time we met to talk "finances" it turned into a R talk and he was cold and mean and said he didn't love me and want to be married to be anymore and I backslid all the way to 0 and cried and pleaded. So, I think he knows that this is not what I want. But on other occassions he has said this is what I wanted.

So, my plan was to respond "ok" and then say that I do not want to get a divorce, but if that is what he wants I will not stop him. I wanted to make sure it is clear, but sometimes I don't always make the right decisions. Thoughts?

Me:36 H: 29
T: 4 years
M: 2 years
No kids
In-house sep 10/4/14
H moved out 1/2/15
Talk of D 4/9/15

"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take" John Mayer