Just a lot of emotions last night. I'm getting to the point where I just want to give up totally. I have been in a loveless, unhappy marriage for the last three years. And I don't have the energy to fight anymore. I'm tired of her thinking it's all my fault. She still wants to be friends, even though I told her that would never work. Yesterday I was good then she texts that she was crying because D's cried after getting dropped at daycare. This is the first time in 4 months she has dropped at daycar, I have done it everyday before. And I have had to deal with the frying the fits, and not once did I ever text her saying I was upset. She wants to use me for emotional support, but yet not for anything else. I'm done with this rollercoaster. We both just need to move on. Sad thing is, when we moved back into together we signed a lease, and used a lot of our money on it. Now wee are broke and I can't even file for a D. So here I am just stuck in limbo even more.
