You dont know what is going on inside her head, she
could have a fantasy OM that she does not tell you about.

STOP having relationship talks - read Sandi's 37 rules and try to start living them.

You can not love her back.

Start living your life and moving forward "as if"
Stop worrying about her and put the focus on yourself.

Become a person that only a fool would leave and then you
cannot lose.

Me-70, D37,S36