Part 19 - keeping on keeping on

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Goodly morning all

Another partly cloudy partly not day here.

Not a huge amount to report really, just journalling. Took s's water bottle round along with w's coat (which she forgot yesterday lunchtime) last evening just a flying visit as s was learning how to cook spaghetti bolognese with w and I didnt want to derail them too much. Some chatting with w on fb text while she was watching the football (Im not a fan but she has a passing interest in football) and I made burgers with blue cheese and vegetable crisps with coleslaw for dinner.

Not the most thrilling night but good to chill out (was cold and tired and passed out when my head hit the pillow last night)

Today working, walking up to the shop at lunchtime to get the fixings as s wants to make me spag'bol' tonight (shall have the mop on standby but I think its fantastic he wants to do this and is starting to get ready in terms of being able to look after himself when he's a young man.

Other than that, swimming tonight with s and then not sure. Tomorrow is work in the morning and w,s and I are off to see the new avengers movie tomorrow afternoon then we're playing the rest of the day by ear.

Thursday/Friday no idea as yet possibly swimming with s again, sat will be maths tutor and w is coming along to have a coffee with me and the two of us are going out for dinner on saturday night, no idea other than that.

Was feeling a little shattered and pensive last night, no idea why since the sitch is looking positive right now and Im very grateful for all the good stuff.

I think its the large direction changes which are good but also I think I'm seeing w feeling more in conflict because of mil and her space as she goes more in the direction of a reconciliation.

I think from our conversations this is because she blames herself because she confided so much in her mum now she sees it as her fault she has to face a backlash - I validated this and said I understand but she did what she needed to at the time for her and s and that I'm here if she needs me to talk things through. I think that and her concerns on "her space" are the two things she needs to work through now, I just need to be patient and give her space to do that I know.

Meantime Keeping on keeping on and looking at this movie club again as its supposed to be starting in May and I like the idea, only issue is so far all the bookings are in Bristol - DOH! Very little around here thats of interest which Ive found a problem all along on GAL even allowing for strecthing my interests the target audience seems to be 30 years older than me or 20 something women, sigh!

Anyhoo on with the day!