Hi guys, thanks for checking on me things are going good thank you. Working hard at building the relationship. Also at spending time together which is actually really nice. I'm not going to lie, sometimes it's hard and I think what if this happens again. Or I get the thought of the two of them in my mind and it makes me realise what he actually did- and I get panicky, sort of thinking what if he does this again- which makes me second guess if I'm doing the right thing or should I have walked when I found out. These feelings aren't all the time. And I'm doing better for going talking to him when I feel like this. Keeping up with the GAL activities, working hard on me still.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
things are going good thank you. Working hard at building the relationship. Also at spending time together which is actually really nice. I'm not going to lie, sometimes it's hard and I think what if this happens again. Or I get the thought of the two of them in my mind and it makes me realise what he actually did- and I get panicky, sort of thinking what if he does this again- which makes me second guess if I'm doing the right thing or should I have walked when I found out. These feelings aren't all the time. And I'm doing better for going talking to him when I feel like this. 