Devotion To A Dream 3

[phunguy]

She's moving out Friday. It's all so surreal. I cannot believe what has happened to my life since January. Everything is gone, 13 years of marriage and 7 before that it's like it means nothing to her. She doesn't care who she's hurting, or how selfish this is, she's on a mission to find whatever it is she's looking for which she admits she doesn't know. I sometimes hope I'm going to wake up from this nightmare. But I've been waking up for months now in the same horrible situation. I keep trudging on and everything is continuing to fall apart, I could never do what she's doing, I'd never forgive myself. Just when I think I'm ok, I'm here, and I guess it's where I'm suppose to be.