Which reminds me. Something to think about Mighty. You did your best. You know that. It didn't work out as you hoped at the time.
Are you going to let it keep you from living a life worth living? A life of peace and joy? A life with pain, happiness, and everything in between? Or are you going to work to live the life you can look back on and be happy about? A life you can use to show your kids how to live?
At some point, you can't continue to punish yourself. You can't punish somebody else. You'll need to accept your life is where it is and play the hand you have.
Which is just how it's always been even if you didn't see it before.
Something to noodle. Since you're up anyway
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
