And I know I should have handled things so differently when he came around
Really? You think so? I don't. But if you feel that way, then you need to forgive yourself and be done with that. Close the book on that item. Know that you did what you did with what you knew and did the best you could. End of story. You made your choices and lived them. He made his and has to live them. That's a control issue, girl. You cannot control his actions by doing something different. You never could.
Put that bit to rest, Ms Competitive
Maui Thai? Wow. That should be fun. Go for it! The bruises are one thing, but the exercise is what's really needed. It'll do you a world of good and help to release the tension. Just what the doc ordered.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."