Actually today there were not many negatives from him. More positives. I really listened to him today. He cried and told me he wants me to be healthy and happy, with or without him. No guarantees, but a step in the right direction. This will be hard and a long process. I'm still doing my GAL activities and looking after my health. I have to work on my house to get it ready to sell over the summer. I want to be able to enjoy my bike this summer. Working on some spiritual growth and alternative therapies. Putting some strategies in place to help my children grow up and be responsible adults.
My H is working on himself too, by becoming financially responsible and independant. I know my caretaker personality took over for most of our marriage. It made him feel less secure and made me resentful.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
