Oh, now I understand what you mean.. And hopefully that is a good thing and I can keep my foot out of my mouth and put a lock on myself long enough to make him notice a change..
But you know what? He called this evening, and I feel I almost want a medal for remembering and accomplishing everything people have told me on this tread and others.
I had just been away running with a half marathon group that get together every Monday. I answered happy as a clam and asked if I could call him back in 10 minutes when I've dropped off my son at his place. He said I could and I did. And I know it might be hard to believe but I kept it very bubbly and happy, and I even said "Well, you better go to sleep now then and I hope you sleep tight!".. I was the one ending the conversation!! I said nothing about seeing him or when we would talk next.
Felt amazing afterwards.. Hopefully I can keep up the good work when he gets in touch next time. I've decided to go to the cinema tomorrow night. I'm gonna try to keep myself happy by doing stuff I like and running, taking care of my dogs and house and going to the cinema does just that.
I'm gonna keep reading your tread only came about half way but it's long past midnight here now and I need to sleep a little bit.. Gonna try to look fresh as a daisy if and when I get to see him again, and bags under my eyes does not do me any favours I think..
Big hug to you sweet JellyB!!
Ps, I'm a huge fan of the candy Jelly Beans.. Ds
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
I said nothing about seeing him or when we would talk next. 
Ds
