I saw myself getting impatient. I decided to relax and detach for a few days : )
I've been thinking a lot about being a man... having strength... and finding a balance between love and respect.
The past few days have been good. I feel more secure than I've felt in a long time.
I remembered that I am a confident, successful, attractive MAN. I'll be fine no matter what happens.
My W and I went for a 24 mile bike ride on Saturday. We both had a great time. Other than that, our contact has been limited but pleasant.
I feel like I'm in a good place. I'm no longer feeling anxious or impatient. I'm no longer eager to expedite an outcome. Whatever happens, happens... When it happens : )