Hey TenBook. Thanks for the support. I really didn't mean this to be a heartbreaking post. I wrote it because I needed to have a reminder to myself (and my other post is locked). I need to stay focused on what works and not backslide into what doesn't work.

It's been difficult lately because after her "breakdown" last week and her returning home, I have felt myself getting too wrapped in her. She gave me a little bit of hope and I freaked out a bit. Unfortunately, I didn't do a good job putting the breaks on myself. I should have kept calm and carried on.

It would be huge help if you could stay at my house for a few weeks. Anytime you see me look like I'm about to backslide, just hit me in the head with a 2x4.... that would be huge help. /joking

M:42 W:43
T:14 M:10
S:9 D:5
W filed 12/22/14
EA 12/31/14
PA 4/10/15
D final 5/13/15