I new to this forum and don't know if I can see your story somewhere, but what ever you are going through I sincerely hope it works out for you. Since I am new, I don't feel I have any real advice to give people here yet
How to find a thread
Try clicking on the NAME VIEW POSTS Then at the top right it says TOPICS CREATED - click there
As far as support goes - sometimes just acknowledging that you read someones thread is a help, or if you know anything about what they are writing about. Or just giving a virtual (((((HUG))))))