So, doing a little worse today, but overall still better than I've been up until the last couple weeks. It was just a day that I thought a lot about the sitch. It started with a dream last night that WW and I were sitting talking and I was trying to talk to her about how I felt that we could still R our M. She looked at me in shock and said "MCS, you think this is fixable?" I said yes....and then woke up.
Had a little turn around as I made cupcakes for S6 for school. His B-day was yesterday and WW took him and D4 to FIL house about 4 hours away for the weekend. I texted her that I'd like to call and wish him a happy B-Day and she had him call me. I guess that was good. One of the first times I've talked to them when they're with her.
She doesn't know I know, but the reason that she went up there is that her brother had some pretty bad medical stuff come back after having surgery about 4 years ago. I know she must be taking it hard and would love to be there for her, but she hasn't even said anything to me.
I'm just going to sit back and see if she lets me know, but not sure if that's the best thing. I assume it is, but open to any suggestions.
M:36 W:37 T: 15 M:11 S6 D5 BD: 8/10/14 IDLY: 8/12/14 S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids) D Mentioned: 10/15/14 Confronted about OM: 10/15/14 EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13 She filed: 8/15 (not final)
