Ripken - LRT with Wayward Wife and Divorce Filing

[Ripken8]

Thanks. Right now I look at ww as an addict. She is addicted to her affair and the high it gives her. Nothing will change right now. She needs to hit rock bottom before she'll even think about help or change. How will I react if what feels like an unrealistic dream happens and she turns toward me, ends the affair and wants to work us? Not sure but again right now I want to try.

I don't 100% blame myself anymore. She chose to have the affair. I take responsibilities for the things I could have done differently in the relationship as I listed a little earlier. But she had choice and things she can do differently too.

Also right now I'm rarely angry wih her. It definitely comes when I picture her and om, but mostly I feel sorry for her. Sorry for her hurt and that she's addicted and blocking others out like family who she knows wouldn't support it.