Zephyr, you are doing well. Maybe you should try what my IC suggested for me. When I find a thought going through my mind when things are going well (like he's here but I think he's lying to me), that I should acknowledge the thought and then visualize it floating away. It sounds silly, but it does work a good amount of time for me.

Keep working at it!


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T 24/M 18
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