This Feels Like the Only Place I'm Understood...

[Pyrite]

I'm just really tired of everybody telling me I'm a fool for even leaving the door open. That I've gone above and beyond. Like I said I mostly typed this for me. If anybody reads this who is struggling with feeling 'foolish' for hanging on the roller coaster please know you're not alone.

I hear ya there. I have a mental list of how much I can say to different friends, family - just to avoid feeling foolish.