Day Two

[Lifes Twists]

Its been an interesting week for me. Communications with the ex have taken some turns, but seem to be improving. I have been setting the record straight with her when ever she reacts wrong to something rather than turning the other cheek. It seems to be helping to clear the air. She has started to actually share some information about things going on with in her life. Her aunt died and she was telling me how after her divorce she went on to have male friends and also traveled a great deal. I found it interesting that she would bring this up. It felt to me like she was trying to talk her self into how great things are going to be for her. It feels like she is trying to prop up her decisions. I suspect there may be some level, deep down, where she might be starting to question what she has done. I don't know if this is a normal part of the process? I still continue to be the person I am becoming. I continue to be the best father I can be even if it kills me. I continue to move forward and hope to have at least a reasonable relation with her.