S is doing well. We are both sick at the moment (cough and chills) - hoping we can both get better soon.
I am doing okay. The semester is nearly over (feels like I've been through this before - shows how long I've been dealing with divorce). But I have a decent shot at finishing with all A's and I'm proud of that.
Was my birthday earlier this week and I felt the need to call W. Basically proceeded to embarrass myself. Cried over the phone. Wish I hadn't called. Just wanted to talk to her on my birthday. Stupid stupid stupid. I've learned this lesson before. I don't understand what it is about that is unable to retain this information or stick to the plan.
Just wish I could disappear sometimes.
Me 23, Her 21 1S 2 M <1yr, T 7 WAW: She moved out 11/15/2014 She started D process 1/29/15
