Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

[Complex]

This is right but I don't see the benefit in seeing them as 'enemies' or make them feel bad.
Soon enough she will find out that I am not going to be her friend.
Maybe I am too nice to her recently. I even offer her food when I cooked. I'm friendly. Maybe I should withdraw from her. For my own sake too.
But on the other hand if it is the way it is right now and one day we will separate physically and part ways she'll soon see what she'll miss.
Not sure how to approach this. Not sure if I even want to. Everything feels really foggy to me these days.