What do I want?
I've been asking myself that question & at the moment I just feel numb & can't think of anything I want or want to do. I know sounds pathetic.

I live in the Northeast about an hour from the coast so at the moment all I can think that I want do is go to the beach, but it's still to cold. The beach is my happy place. I pack the kids up in the car & spend the whole day...I hate to leave!

I also like to come up with summer adventures (day trips) for my kids...we call it our Summer Bucketlist & we do our best to complete the whole list.

I'll start gardening soon so hopefully that will be a good activity to keep me busy.


M40 H38
M13 T15
D10, D8 & S5 (Special Needs)
H refuses MC & wants Mediate D
BD 3/2/15 & H left, EA 3/15/15, probly PA
A Grateful Heart is a Magnet for Miracles!
I have decided I will save our Marriage!