RD, you are welcome to come and drink some wine with the ladies any time! They pursuaded me to come to their next event - a pole dancing lesson. Now that is definitely pushing out of my comfort zone! Seriously though. I had a nice time, and they are a fun group of people. One lady asked for my number and said she'd love to meet for coffee some time - so I think there will be some nice new friends to meet.

GALed at the book store this morning, and logged on to work this pm. More pensions stuff. Then up to Mum & Dad's and now home with a glass of wine.

I've been reflecting on whether it may be time to throw in the towel and file for divorce myself. I had hoped that we could formally separate and deal with financials. And that was looking hopeful for a while, but seems to have stalled. Just mulling things over really. For sure, I'm pretty happy with how life is turning out here. And I don't feel much love towards H right now. Then on the flipside, my M meant a great deal to me and I don't want to give up too soon. I guess I feel I should give things a year since BD, which would be July. But I am starting to feel that I may want to move on, I won't do anything in haste though...just journaling really.

Have a nice evening all xx


T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus