Friday night and not a word for 2 days now. We normally talk a million times a day.. Feels like this is killing me. Trying to focus on myself, been out running and now I'm watching our finale of Dancing with the stars, that we have watched together for the last 8 weeks or something like that.. My feelings are running away with me and I think of a million reasons (bad ones) why he doesn't call.
Trying my hardest now not to call, to focus on him and not myself. Think I need help from up above to get through this..
M: 44 H: 43 ILYBNILWY: 7/4-15 Decided to try to reconnect. "This doesn't work, I have no feelings": 20/4-15 Scheduled "talk" :9/5-15 It's over: 9/5
