I said I was going to wait until after the wedding in July before further discussion of R. That was my end of the deal. Her end of the deal was NC. I know I'm in limbo. I'm fine with that at this time. Just working on my self. But at the same time I need the intel to give me a heads up. To know my odds. She could be NC & intent on salvaging the M after the wedding, or she could be biding her time & planning to jump ship after the wedding. No that knowing one way or the other will change my current trajectory, but it would affect my expectations or rather my planning.
This entire rationale ^^^ is chock full of contradictions, Peter.
