I get angry sometimes because it's so unfair (stamps foot) and I don't deserve this. And when I see a text or email from WW, it just brings it back when into focus when I was working or GAL or whatever.
The text this morning was WWW telling me a couple of things:
That she could have got S12 to phone me as I didn't speak to him when I called yesterday, only S15.
They are going to S12's school this evening to discuss his class options: which subjects he is going to continue with and which to drop. And I won't be there, just as I haven't been for all his others and all but one of S15's. This I not how I imagined being a parent to be and it breaks my heart.
That she is taking them to see her folks this weekend - quite a long way in the car for someone with recuperating from spinal surgery methinks.
And also checking that I'm still coming up alternate weekends and that I'm aware it's a bank holiday next weekend.
I replied that I am aware and that I'd like them to come down to visit me on that weekend. We've sent a couple back and forth about logistics.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner
