yeah Ral, i'm looking into that as well. thanks for thinking bout me.

so a friend sent me to another website to check something out.
i was listening to Joe Beam's podcast on controlling and that was ME. i had no idea i'm so ashamed of what i did. i made her feel stupid, unloved, not respected as a partner. i can't believe i didn't realize it. no wonder she felt like she was walking on egg shells. God help me, what have i done? i took a precious gift from God and i abused it. everything bad that happens to me i have brought on myself! of course she would want to run. all these decisions (even the poor ones) are HERS and she's so happy to get to make them.

i can't believe that i was so in denial and couldn't see what i was doing because my own pain. i'm such an ahole. divorce stinks but i would give up my life to take away the pain that i caused her.

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I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me