Currently out at least twice a week. Seeing friend #1 once a week. Chatting with person #2 & #3 & #4, trying to set up coffee or a drink to meet and chat. Yes, I am on a few "websites".
WAS came over this weekend to pickup S4. Here is a list of strange occurrences:
1. Psychiatrist had asked me to reach out to her for help with S12. Showing compassion and a need for her.

2. I reached out, got a vague, yet positive reply. (early last week)

3. Saw ad in paper on Sunday for a very nice restaurant opening for brunch on Mothers day. Texted her with a date and time for brunch. I did not mention who would be going other than us. She replied minutes later and let me know she had family plans that day. (family from out of town all going to her grandmothers). My reply was "okay. Maybe next time. Her answer "definitely"

4.She arrive Sunday for S4 pick-up. rainy day...rainy weekend. She was friendly, came in and sat down, stayed longer than usual. Noticed my clean home, saw my meal cooking on the stove, generally just checking things out. she has very curly hair. Straightens is on non humid days, but if humid, it curls within 2 hours. She arrived, fresh pedicure and straight hair.

I am so focused on other things in my life at this point, but I do see/notice her. I am not trying to read into things. I need nothing from her. I love and want her in my life, but not as friends. She knows this. No expectations. Nothing more than staying in my center and letting women come to me. Being strong and non-needy. Seeing changes around me. Re-reading c. waynes book (4th time). Trying to keep moving with the advice from here. Am I seeing what I think is a shift in the relationship dynamics? Need some help here, still moving on.


Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14
I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.