I have come along way in the 14 weeks. First week I could barely function, as time has gone by with therapy, friends and family the roller coaster ride is starting to level out. I still have bad days, but not nearly as before.
Couple problems when try to go out. For 20 years I've known my wife I never wanted a massage, since this all happened I've been trying new things. Massage is one of them. I've gone twice in last month. Tried to go the other day wife start giving me all kinds of crap about going, on how I've never wanted them before, and now I want to go every couple weeks. Says "this is ridiculous". All of sudden she had plans, so I landed up taking youngest child on school field trip.
Second problem is I want to start going to gym. Mentioned to her I was going to go on nights she not at yoga after she gets home from work. She wants me to go after I get out of work, instead of being home after my job to greet kids after school. She said have them go to child care and pick them up after your done. I see no reason to do that when I can be home for them, make sure homework is done and make dinner. Figure I can go to gym when ever she gets home, not like we are doing anything together anyway. For what ever reason she don't want me to go after her work
