Just had a wave of sadness and tears hit... This woman was my best friend, my first and only lover, and the woman I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with!

And I don't even recognize her anymore! Everything is a lie at this point, and it JUST HURTS!

I HATE IT when these emotions cycle, but I will get through this. I will persevere.

Funny thing is, I also can't wait for her to move out... Talk about internal conflict!

Last edited by JAS84; 04/22/15 06:12 PM.
Me: 30, W: 29
S: 4
T: 14
M: 5
BD: March, 2015, ILYBNILWY, IDLY, Need Space
OM, EA/PA Discovered (drunken kissing, she says she stopped there? NOPE!): March 2015
S: April 25th, 2015