TLEE86. Part III

[TLEE86]

V, Z, MCS, Mozza and Pink- you guys are so awesome, such a great feeling to know people actually read the stuff that I write, even if it is just a jumbling garbled mess.

V- She is here with me right now. We drove 4 days from TN and just got to TX last night. About to go get some breakfast.

Quite honestly I'm not sure what to expect, if anything. It was a good drive, slightly boring scenery, but we got to talk alot. about everything. She broke down as soon as she stepped foot in the house last night. Bottom line, she says she's not sure what she's going to do, that she's here to figure out if this is where she is supposed to be, if we are supposed to be together.

I believe her. I truly don't think she knows what to do but she is here, and I am in a better spot to "be me". Hopefilly it works out.

Trying to keep in mind all the advice you guys give me. Like Pink said, don't follow her around like a lost puppy. like Z says, show her what its like to be with me again, to let her "teeth" which I am trying hard to keep in mind. And of course the Mozza and V more tough love approach of setting boundaries and steer clear of OM or "POM." V I am not sure if she wants there to be a POM, Im still not sure what there relationship, if any is but I feel right now, with everything being so overwhelming for both of us, that Im going to let the dust settle and see how things go for a few days/week.

MCS- of course Broken Together came on the radio while we were driving last night, just like it did for you. Never ceases to amaze me the timing of it all.

I will write more later, but thank you all so much for being there for me. This ride just started. Thanks again.