Alpha Step At A Time #5

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In recent weeks I have been slowly seeing W in a different way. The icing on the cake has been female attention. Even if nothing comes from this it has shown that in no time at all I can make friends and female 'acquaintances' if I just get out there. A lifetime issue of confidence is fading and as a result I am realising what a good person I am, how I could be better, how much I have to offer, and how I deserve better than maybe what I've settled for previously.

As I walked away from W yesterday to my relatives, I did look across the street back at her. I felt nothing. I feel a general disappointment that my M is over, and as I've said I feel sorry for my children, but due to her change in attitude and behaviour I no longer feel much at all, if anything, for W.