Depress I completely understand! It's a link. A communication and it's worrisome if we give that up. I worry it means we lies another bond and one that would help bring H home!!! Plus I miss it - the physical.
That said, everything I've read here says don't do it! I don't have any suggestions on how to stay strong on that as I am struggling myself. I reach out in that way because I feel like I at least get response.
Is your H approaching you?
Cheers, PureHrt 18 years married, 22 years together Separated since Jan (2nd time in 3 years) 1 child
