In what others ways could I show her me really digging deep and real change?
Have you dug deep and really changed? I know you've done some soul searching but I thought it was clear you had a road ahead of you. So keep digging in, keep changing. You can't show her what you don't do. What breakthroughs have you had in the last few days? What are you doing over the next few days to continue to grow?
I'm glad you're monitoring your interactions, but you really need to make self growth a daily and permanent part of your life. Please share with us how that's going.
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15